Sometimes, when I’m left alone, I like to think a lot since I get distracted easily. My favorite is remembering vague memories. Some of the ones I remember involved many RPGs, and a general “warm” summer afternoon aesthetic. However, my brain as of recent keeps on “forging” a fake game from these memories, and sometimes associates actual memories with this fake game. The fake game itself is a bizzare combination of Swordburst 2, WoM, some others I probably forgot, a hypothetical game made by an old friend once years ago, Astal Hearts, and some random ass Roblox RPG that had a red gem as it’s thumbnail and I think the first enemy was a mantis. The game was open world, and the color pallet was similar to WoM’s and Astal Heart’s. Man the brain is weird.
interesting
i always say to myself
boy humans are fuckin weird
Thats a weird way of saying men.
i do the same all the time ngl
It’s okay, I sometimes have fake memories too whether accidentally or purposely
idk why but this topic reminds me of this one video that probably doesn’t exist about some weird, fan-made kirby RPG
Pretty sure it is a fake memory since i’ve never seen it anywhere else on the internet since that day
Update: I keep on remembering another fake memory involving a (real) Roblox game that involved exploring a cave or climbing a mountain or both. It was an obby, and I forgot it’s name. However, this game keeps on combining itself with real memories, including the ones listed above. God that’s weird.
when i make stories and tell them to people often throughout my life, they sometimes feel like real memories and i end up slightly obsessing over fantasy.
it doesnt mess me up or anything, it just feels weird and makes me feel empty when i think about how i know all these strong emotions and memories are nothing but fictitious, non existent stories with non existent characters that have never taken a breath and are only a creation of my mind.