Bluemin whatever talk

I’m inside an abandoned car

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I’m so overstimulated man… life is truly weird

I’m so addicted to social media and doing mindful watching, reading, or playing video game feel like a toll.

Out of all of those that I can get addicted to, it has to be scrolling social media… absolute stupidity

what I do is just lock my phone up and like go so productive things and come back after I set a goal

Ez ban i just got flashed by cup cheecks

Damn… you got me :sob:

For me it would be not to use that in the first place and do that as soon as I awake from sleep

Dw i would never repory like those betas just delete it

The first nightcore I ever heard in my life

I hear this back in 2012, my first exposure to My Little Pony, basically it’s me watching slideshow full of uncredited edgy Nightmare Moon

If you guys ever find my everyday doing interesting, thanks a lot. I made this thread as a way for me to cope my feeling of overthinking about death and many other things

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Bop out to BITE ME by AJ DiSpirito

Boy this sure gives me the old days cringe (in a good way)

After a month of self evaluation I start to realize once the clock reach 6PM and it become night, I start to become much more emotionally unstable compared to daytime.

What could be the cause? Why I have to be so much sensitive at night but not day time

I’m reversed, I’m extremely volatile in the day when things tend to annoy me because school

But then at night I’m just sorta numb, I try to release my feelings from earlier and cannot

maybe it actually is because of the lack of sunlight, I think it’s like seasonal depression but more extreme

The lack of sound (especially at midnight) can also be a factor. Less the distraction is usually better

And that numb feeling, I feel you… it’s always like that every night for me

@WarmWater
If you’re my dad, he will likely just told me to sleep early even though it’s not. My dad for some reason thinks everything that worked for him means worked for everyone (Survivorship bias)

I will never forget this car, I really wish I could have one, heck, I don’t mind spending years restoring this junk if it means making it run without issue

The image here is just an example of how I dreamed it to be (just took one off internet)


It got no safety like modern cars, no power window and steering, and also no AC, but I don’t mind it

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Hell yeah, I love old European cars with no technology in them. Just buttons that you gotta memorize. such a cool feeling to show people the sleek design of an old car

Me pretending i dont over think at night

I remember last night I was told my story setting ain’t racist enough because it’s about a 20 year old African American driving a Pontiac and set in 1969-1972 and felt oddly pissed for no reason. It talks about why the protagonist cannot speed because it means death from the cops and they can’t own a car even with all the legal ownership and paperwork, even if the road is quite dead at 10PM

Dude got great intention of highlighting the racism at that time but there I felt like attacked for no reason. Even if it’s a solid criticism that I should take into account.

It’s a story about street racing if you’re wondering

https://x.com/forkfullofsoup/status/1919965110640009671

Tweet translation: I’ll give you the skill to socialize that is very easy, safe, and makes everyone loves you: Know every cheap celebrity gossip, trending popular movie, have a hobby that follows everyone, likes to buy stuff on the road, can play mobile legends, and if someone tell a story, just say yes all the time

You know… as much as I hate those normies for not having actual personality than following the masses, I seriously envy them for not overthinking their life. They don’t ask: Why are there many injustices? Why is this art not popular, or why do things have to be harder than it has to be? They instead think about: What to eat tomorrow? When can I get laid? and many other things that I would call “Drone behavior” as they rather just work and work till they die and not think of living more than just work and get laid

For those outside the South East Asian part of the world, it can be Fortnite or any popular games everyone played in your country