They literally sound like playground insults
oftentimes i wanna kill myself but then realize that it would be smart (total and global government surveillance and censorship, resources becoming more scarce - water wars will happen within our lifetime, individuals being sacrificed for the sake of the majority and the majority being sacrificed for the individuals at the same time, elites creating artificial internal conflicts so they can rob us, leaders waiting to back stab you for meager, short term profits, seeing my mind and body wither away, friends and local community becoming hostile towards each other, realizing that they want you to work until you drop dead, they want you to own nothing and be happy, never owning a home and waiting for your family to die so you can inherit their property, realizing that if you want to make it to the top you’ll have to push others down, you’re seen as successful only if you work 50 hours a week and retire 50 years later with your best years long past, get married and have children so they do the same or you’ll be seen as a failure that should die, seeing the world around you become more and more unrecognizable every year, realizing your best years are long gone, being forced to do what you hate or end up on the street, realizing the times we live in are shit and yet still are somehow better than any other time in human history, wondering if what you read and see is real or propaganda) and then realize im not smart and get happy because i wont live long enough to see it happen anyway
well the slur for black people is just the spanish word for black, so
IS THAT SEBASTIAN SOLACE PRESSURE!?
sometimes I also wanna kill myself to become ghost that haunts people when I turn 120 but I realize pouring water on a flare hurts a lot
Sometimes I feel like I’ll die to my own melancholy by the age of twenty but then I consider that my friend might feel sad or guilty over that, and that keeps my scissors cutting only paper.
Unfortunately, anger and malice are… somewhat ingrained into our beings. Spite and revenge feel good, so there’s a solid chance its that. I’m partially alive out of spite.
Communicate. I tell my friends when I feel bad and concerned and they listen. Because good friends do that. So, trust me, they may have felt like “this person doesn’t deserve to be alone” type of mindset. I’ve seen it before.
This is very very real. I think everyone wants to hurt me. As a result, I kind of get… sociopathic?? Social situations become matters of figuring out HOW to manage someone, predicting their words, HIGH LEVEL masking. But, despite that, a friend who I thought would hurt me turned out to be someone who’d bandage my damn wounds. Someone who’d always be kind. That is truly, a good friend.
First of all, congrats, I’m proud. Second of all, don’t let addiction define you. It sucks, its a struggle. It makes every day a damn pain. But, you can endure. After all, I’m an alcoholic and have alcohol literally always around me in my house. So trust me, if I can do that, you can. It’s like a weight on our backs. My alcoholism ruined so damn much for me. It was caused by my ex. But that doesn’t mean it has to define me now.
It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. You feel it on your throat and you get scared, you try throwing it up. The View Halfway Down. It’s easy until halfway, and you realize, you fucking see why you want to stay. It could be such a minor reason, but god, I see it every time.
It isn’t the answer. I know this because I’m STILL GODDAMN HERE. I can’t seem to die.
hihihi I’m better now
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bigots are notoriously not very creative.
Thanks for your advice
Sorry, I feel I wasn’t specific enough, I was referring to TW: SH
Anyway, all of this helps, thank you so much!
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well you can still get addicted to that
you find people that are addicted to that on twitter
I know. I’d just rather not discuss that openly. Considering I’m… still struggling with that.
ah ok
i thought you had misinterpreted is all
Just like me fr
I did my research and I should be mostly fine
I’ll keep it in mind tho, ty sock
Feeling beyond awful rn, I can’t focus on anything and I’ve been paranoid as shit for the past few days, I’m cooked.
How do I deal with hypocrites?
SORRY AGH I was busy sleeping and exercising 
Alr, I’ll say it again: find grounding and soothing things. I have a plushie DESIGNED to relax. I have a dog that I cuddle, I drink tea, and even cooking eases my nerves. Even if I don’t eat it. You aren’t cooked. Please, ask your parent/guardian for a damn appointment with someone who can DIAGNOSE you with something.
I’m sorry this is just really funny coming from you. I won’t point out when, there’s a few points, but damn I laughed OUT LOUD at this.
Hypocrites are pretty easy to handle. Point out their logic and the flaw in it. State that what they want doesn’t work with their hypocrisy. This feels pretty damn obvious.
Step one, take a long hard look in the mirror and think about your decisions and why you of all people posted this
Step two, wanna know what else is long and hard?? (I had to)
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Definitely no one here
godfrey elden ring