LiterallyLoki's advice/blog thread

Because you think that I’m going to remember the interactions that I have over the internet and know which one you’re referring to?
As Loki said, the only way to deal with hypocrites is to inform them of their missing cohesion, yet neither of you seem to do so despite implying that I’m one.

I’ll be looking forward to seeing a message in my in-box.

no I made that message purely for the long and hard joke because I knew it’d piss you off I got nothing else to say see ya

who was I mocking

guh

Hey same but on concrete

Peasants… imagine getting badly injured… worst that’s ever happened to me is falling out of a chair and my sister trying to drown me in a pool at 6 years old… :joy::v::wilted_flower:

I tried, cuddling my Blahaj didn’t help (I ended up being kept awake half the night at least, probably longer) and I couldn’t focus on anything enough to distract myself. I also can’t see myself being diagnosed with anything at all, if anything, it’s nothing serious enough to be worth the time and money.

Is it normal to feel like the second-biggest disappointment on the planet for just about every choice I make? I feel like I’ve been nothing but a restricting factor in the lives of everyone that I know, because I’m admittedly afraid of trying anything new; I always gravitate towards the safer bet for me, even if it screws with other people. Even if it is just me, I start feeling like I’m just messing with someone else’s day.

Example: Today the National Guard came into my P.E. Class and forced us to play with two bouncy houses they brought in (which felt weird, since I’m a senior). I only went through one of them, but after class, I’ve been screaming at myself for not even trying the other one. It’s fucking pathetic, since it’s the most meaningless nonsense in the state, and yet I’m still finding some way to regret it.

Even if I’m choosing to do something for my own benefit, I feel horrible. If there’s one thing you’d have to know about me, it’s that I can’t stand kids. They’re constantly acting for their own entertainment, don’t listen at all, and are generally awful to deal with. This might be projecting my thoughts about myself onto them so I feel better about myself; I was too busy being clinically depressed as a kid. I’ve also mentioned that I’ve been in karate classes since elementary school before. A few years ago, both Senseis decided that it’d be a good idea to try hosting some self-defense classes in town. Where, exactly? At the after-school hangout place in the town square.

In the first year, it was actually pretty decent. Second year was when the full effect of the morons in town came into play, though; getting anyone’s attention was difficult, and if you told any of the kids there to shut the hell up, they’d stay quiet for five-ish seconds before going back to being loud, self-centered maniacs again. One time I gave a kid the nastiest glare I could create; he looked at me for two seconds before doing a fuckin Fortnite dance and singing about skibidi or whatever. This is the third year it’s been done, and both Senseis are here this time; one isn’t worrying, but the other is actually somewhat easy to piss off, and I’m scared beyond my wits of what would happen if he got set off, so I’m skipping out on the class today. All of that, and yet I still feel like I’m doing nothing but making everyone’s life harder.

tl;dr I can’t do anything without wondering why I even get out of bed in the morning, even if it’s pointless or for the best.

Also I’m typing this in my truck at the town square so Mom thinks I’m helping the people I can’t deal with; hoping she doesn’t find out.

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Okay, I’m gonna say this once, and be blunt:

This is incredibly goddamn stupid. You want help, know you NEED help, but repeatedly say its not serious when clearly it is.

Stop feeding into this damn cycle and realize that, if its effecting your life, it IS serious. This type of cycle feels either like the ouroboros snake, or, the thing I’m hoping it isn’t, fake for attention.

I’m telling you, it is MAJOR. Stop saying the same excuses over and over to make yourself feel like it isn’t a problem. if it wasn’t a problem, you wouldn’t be asking for advice.

Dumbo.

You are on these forums, no

Hey, so there’s this lovely thing called realizing that things don’t matter. As in, things don’t matter! So what, you didn’t go on the other damn bouncy house? You can’t reverse time, but you had that experience. Nothing matters! So don’t regret things you didn’t do. Don’t stress over the things that don’t hurt someone. Nothing matters, so savor everything, because that means it matters now. You can regret something, you can feel like a disappointment, but you did what you wanted. And it was worth it.

It’ll be okay.

Also, some of yall straight up need therapy - like genuine therapy more than I can give :sob:

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It’s weird that so many people on the forum have issues

Maybe some of you need to hop off the internet for a bit and get some sun :sob:

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what im saying fr… like alright… maybe a bit of social interaction would help!

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I will go out only to see friends.

I currently have nothing to see friends for.

I am asocial and can’t just do it for the sake of it.

But how often do you go out to see friends

That’s the neat part-

All jokes aside it’s hard enough to see friends, whether inside or outside.

One is coming to my house tomorrow (technically today)

the worst thing i’ve had is probably my arms getting cut up by a window, i got some nice scars out of it though

F*ck you! Why do my scars never stay?

Scar I’ve had for the longest was about a month and it was from getting my right calf caught in a trampoline’s framework

gotta get them deep enough to have an actual fountain of blood spraying out, getting stitches or not might also affect it

Yeah see that’s the problem

I think the root of many of everyone’s problems is that they just don’t do a whole lot, don’t meet new people, don’t socialise

I used think I was asocial, but the truth is that I just didn’t do much with my life, and I had just gotten used to it. A couple years ago I started to go out more with friends and experience more stuff and I realized I’m not “asocial” at all

Basically touch grass and you’ll be right as rain

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Thanks for giving out the method

Eh, might just be an age thing too