The thing is that I, as a shtty artist, have the ambition and I regularly make up images in my head. The picture in my head was so clear and I thought I knew exactly what to do. But once I get the motivation to open the sketchbook and pick up the pencil, I just sit there cluelessly like the dumbass I am.
Eventually I try to get started on whatever I had in mind, and I really concentrate on it for a long time (anywhere between 3-5 hours), I try to add detail wherever I could and make things as proportional as possible. Despite this, I end up drawing a person that looks like he’s suffering from both down syndrome and Chernobyl radiation.