I don’t know what this has to do with arcane odyssey but I just want to say everyone experiences grief differently, you not crying at something most would consider crying about isn’t weird
i kill people under max level if they have like 100k+ renown
i remember seeing a lvl 98 with like 220k renown
I once captured a vampire after brutally killing his 2 servants and imprisoned him in a 15x15m area along with 5 other random captives that slowly got their organs harvested in front of this guy. The I put him in a machine to extract his genes in order to make my master race vampire gene type. After that I killed him 3 times because he can resurrect due to him being a vampire before finally harvesting his brain.
In rimworld
How much does rimworld cost (for a friend)
$35 USD for the base game