Yeah just putting a single poem here for the hell of it.
Trigger warning, by the way.
“I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry.”
Manic words spill from my lips, theories about my mental health not being quite right or wrong
I’d done a single thing to cause partial stress
And my whole body wanted to pay for it
Expecting a hit, a yell, anything better than those soft words that leave those lips.
“It’s okay. You have nothing to apologize for.”
Please forgive me for I know I do! Crimes unforgivable!
Needs need tending, and my need to feel loved worst of all
Unable to stomach the feeling of disruption
Excuses unheard of, for I’m at fault for my own actions and shortcomings.
Relating to a character touched by trauma
I relish in relatability of feeling like the cause of death
Burdened by being the fault
Cursed to cause all the pain no one wishes to encounter
Born an innocent, forced to hurt.
And when someone forgives me, my soul rips apart
Because I can never forgive myself.
A criminal must be punished for life.
But even criminals deserves love
Criminals deserves life
Criminals deserve justice and freedom
They deserve to be happy and be able to live freely
But not this criminal.
And it all comes out in those two words on repeat.
“I’m sorry.”
