I personally hate the word simp. Despise will not go even the slightest distance to how much I hate the word. Simp, is an emotional attachment to a foreign person because one cannot face his own weaknesses so they project their efforts and their needs. I pride myself on facing my weaknesses, academically or emotionally. It goes against all that I stand for.
However, the sentiment on this server to call me one makes me more than furious than nothing. Let anyone I not know call me one IRL I will make death threats, and when Iām in 30 and with the capability to hire assassins, I WILL see them personally executed.
But I know people will not stop calling me a simp if I ask them to, because its āfunnyā. No. I am not willing to live with that, however I also very much value my relations with my friends who are dear to me, who I do not wish to bring harm or discomfort. The only reason I have not brought it up in a negative way is because every time I hear the word I get so furious that I cannot think of a calm way to tell others no.
So, my plan starts from the strangers. ***** and *** has called me such, however they arenāt quite as active, and I have heard the words from them once max. However, ****, being one of more active members on this server, certainly brings discomfort when she joins in when others call me simp. So, the following plan was derived:
- Get close to know ****, and let her know I donāt like being called that word
- Had step 1 fail, make her so uncomfortable that she would not talk on my subject, in turn silencing her presence.
There were 2 miscalculations, that
- She and ** are a couple.
- **** is much more sensitive than how her action would imply
Since miscalculation 2, not so much effort was made at communication was made before step 2 executed itself, great. However, miscalculation 1 caused magnifying of step 2, to an extent that is uncontrollable, in annoying with possible twisted truths from the emotional and active teenager to sway the minds of those who donāt know me as much, this document was made.
I am not a good person, and you can call me a villain. I attempt to bring happiness, emotional support, and joy to only those who I hold dear. I know what I want. I want to change the future to one of prosper, love, work, a world that encourages uplifting spirits more than suicidal despair. I will hold power, because I have the dream, the work ethic, and the resources. Say what you want **, I will not waste my life on your emotional outrage over your teenage love interest, but to the others that would like their lives to be fulfilling, I do wish you listen for what I have to say down the line.
