last update: 15/2/2026
note: not in chronically order, i jsut write down whatever i remember first
in which i was jolted awake from a broken dream
i was in a zoo of some sort and there were these two animal-hybrid girls or something that were trying to escape, not sure what animals they were but pretty sure at least one of them can shape-shift since later on one of them just turn into a centaur of some sort and jump over the fench while carrying the other
now, even though i knew i was in a dream, i couldnt control it much for whatever reason so i wasnt able to turn on creative mode and fly over the fench
instead, i
run
all the toward the gate 
it was a dream tho so space was pretty messed up so it wasnt actually that far, i remember seeing some white trucks coming in from the gate but dunno if that actually related to anything
anyway, i ran to the alley where the centaur girl and the other ran off to. I dont know how i know that, i just do, or more precisely, i seem to have arrived there the moment i exit the gate, so just weird dream’s space again ig
saw them talked for a bit but they seem to have finished at the very moment i arrived and start running away again. I dont think they see or even acknowledged my existant since i seem to have been more of an invisble observer rather than a physical entity in that dream, but who know
didnt run after them since idk, just dont feel like doing it and probably was kinda stunned by this whole thing cause as i said, i very rarely dream before all of this, and whenever i do realized that i was in dream i immediately woke up not too long after, but this time it was decently long already so maybe i was kinda expected to get booted out
but i didnt
even after standing there for a few seconds, i didnt wake up. So i figure i should walk around and find if there anything interesting
found some kids playing and walked over to talk with them
they started crying before i can even say anything 
even in a dream my brain refused to let me interact with people lmao
anyway, right after that, my “camera” just suddenly pointed toward an old woman sitting in some sort of wooden chair
she looked at me, signed, and said something along the lines of “you shouldnt be here” in full english, not my native languages
and then i woke up
wonderful, totally not scary at all
in which i may or may not have my memory tampered with
i just watched a video about scp 6448 this morning so maybe that was what cause this ( yes i got scared by weird-looking deers you have problems with that ? )
tl;dr ver of 6448: aliens fcked around with deers to do some research on humans
anyway, this is a relatively short one
first scene, i dont recognize where i was but for whatever reason i feel familiar to it. I walked to the left i think and then down a round stair, the weird thing is that there was a bunch of chairs locking the way, but since i can still walk over them i continue anyway
but the chair broke and i started falling down. Not rapidly tho, pretty slow actually. a woman’s voice can be heard asking… something, i cant remember clearly, it was some laughters, not in a mean way tho and more playfully, considering i didnt seem to be seriously injured maybe she thought the whole thing was pretty funny
and then it jumped to another scene, which was probably the first time this have happened for me
i think i was in a school since i and the people around me were in uniform. I walked around a bit before finding some more secluded spot to stand and watch over the school
and then, a guy with a bowl cut just approached me from behind
idk/ dont remember what he did or said or if he actually did anything at all
but i punched him
which is weird considering how much i dislike hurting people ( without a reason, anyway )
he caught it and said something like “oh cool, so what are you going to do next ?” before grabbing my head and slammed it against the concrete floor
and then it jumped to another, somewhat more comedic scene
it was fcking Sandal
bro was uploading a sht ton of drawings ( i didnt see any of them, they were still loading ( and uploading ) in real time, it’s like when you upload your own images ig ) while pinging Archomas and ask… am i real now…
okay damn i thought that was supposed to be him asking for artist role even though he has already got one in the dream but now it might meant something instead ( p/s: as i said, i wasnt aware i was in a dream, in fact i was most certain that all of this was real )
and then, it, glitched
like the “camera”, my vision just “glitched” into a bunch of static and such before a sentence appear and a voice can be heard reading it, i can remember it very clearly since it was so recent
“the memory have been transcripted”
well fck :D
anyway bye bye and if i dont post anything anymore you know what happened to me
all the words that were said in the dream were all in english, btw
in which i LEITHANIEN, GLORY TO HER NAME!!
in which i continue to run as i lay flat
running in the dark until i fell over, strangely enough even as my pov is on the ground like i was laying flat i can still see “myself” running forward, away from something. woke up without issue.
in which i got beheaded and gutted
a series of two dreams. the first one is hazy and i dont remember most of it but it starts with me in my kitchen when a woman in white dress and long black hair (imagine sadako from the ring) walks down the stairs toward me. idk what happens next but the dream ended with me beheaded and gutted, my head on a spike wrapped with my intestines. 2nd time started exactly like this but this time i grabbed a knife and cut my neck when she was still walking down the stair which cause me to wake up. fun
in which i descended down an infinite spiral
an dark building with white interior and pitch black outside, i dont recall seeing any visible light source but its a dream so ig it didnt matter, everything was still dark as shit tho. anyway for whatever the me of that dream descended down a flight of stair which got darker and darker. suddenly she stops cause she spots something in the darkness and squints her eyes and tries to make out wth was that. turn out it was the head of a woman with long black hair, her body concealed entirely by the darkness below and i was looking at the back of her head. she suddenly turns around and i woke up with sleep paralysis, heightened heart rate and an intense sense of dread and a feeling of being watched. anyway, keep this woman in mind cause shes gonna be important lmao
in which i was a prisoner in my own body
a relatively short one, the sky was dark and stormy, and “i” was driving… except i couldnt… control myself at all? i could see ahead yes, but i cant turn my head, cant brake cant turn cant speed cant do anything at all, basically a prisoner in my own body quite literally. nothing came of it tho cause i just woke up without any problem (might have sleep paralysis and heightened heart rate, but those are so common i kinda forgetting whats what)
in which a dream quickly turns into nightmare
a pretty simple one actually, my most recent one and memorable bcs its the first time my bestie has appeared in my dream. first is a nightmare, it was at my first childhood home (i moved around several times when i was a kid). its an average sized one with one upper floor that have two rooms, one on each side of the stairs, the left (or maybe right idrr) one being my bedroom
fun fact to spice this up a bit bcs as i said these ones are pretty simple: i like fucking around and find out and there was this one time i played with some razor blades i found somewhere when i was idk probably less than 8 or 7 and ended up cutting my finger (probably an index), funnily enough i didnt cry or anything, i do remember it being painful and blood dropping from my finger tip but i just didnt feel the need to cry or whatever reason. anyway, like any other sensible kids would do, i proceed to draw on the walls using my blood (contradict to what you may think, no i did not draw any creepy shits, im pretty sure its a house me and my parents lol) and also just kinda swirl my finger around in the water of the pot in the bathroom and watch my blood dilute away. it wasnt until my dad came home that i started bawling my eyes out lol, probably bcs i know i was gonna get my ass whooped rather than due to pain, though
anyway, back to the dreams
its been a while actually, this nightmare, so i barely remember anything, but i do remember that it was at late night and that my bestie somehow climbed to the window of my room and tell me to go play with her. which is sus as fuck 1. i moved away from that home when i was like 7 or 8, i and i didnt meet my bestie until secondary school or so, and she didnt live anywhere near my house either, not within distance probably for a child (in the dream im pretty sure we were at our 13~15 selves cuz the outfit she was wearing is the one in the picture i took when we was around that age) to travel and 2. theres no way she of all people could have climbed up there (outside the windows there like this idk, platform thingy, for whatever reason, its big enough for a person to lie on, she was standing on that so its not like she was floating or some shyte but its definitely shouldnt be possible cuz last time i checked she didnt take any gymnastic or climbing class)… anywayyyyyyy its my bestie, obviously i went out without a second thought 
(i would not survive mimics and shits dawg) and we pretty much just walked around the neighborhood and talked, probably like what i used to do with my childhood friends, until we walk into some alleyway and poof, the lights went out before some big ass skeletal monster with long black hair and no legs and instead walks using its own overgrown numerous ribcages creep out of a corner and try to catch us with its skeletal arms, i dont remember what happens next exactly but i think i might have gotten caught first bcs i was running behind her which led me to waking up.
yep, its a pretty simple one tbh
