last update: October 18th, 2026
note: not in chronically order, i jsut write down whatever i remember first
in which i was jolted awake from a broken dream
i was in a zoo of some sort and there were these two animal-hybrid girls or something that were trying to escape, not sure what animals they were but pretty sure at least one of them can shape-shift since later on one of them just turn into a centaur of some sort and jump over the fench while carrying the other
now, even though i knew i was in a dream, i couldnt control it much for whatever reason so i wasnt able to turn on creative mode and fly over the fench
instead, i
run
all the toward the gate 
it was a dream tho so space was pretty messed up so it wasnt actually that far, i remember seeing some white trucks coming in from the gate but dunno if that actually related to anything
anyway, i ran to the alley where the centaur girl and the other ran off to. I dont know how i know that, i just do, or more precisely, i seem to have arrived there the moment i exit the gate, so just weird dream’s space again ig
saw them talked for a bit but they seem to have finished at the very moment i arrived and start running away again. I dont think they see or even acknowledged my existant since i seem to have been more of an invisble observer rather than a physical entity in that dream, but who know
didnt run after them since idk, just dont feel like doing it and probably was kinda stunned by this whole thing cause as i said, i very rarely dream before all of this, and whenever i do realized that i was in dream i immediately woke up not too long after, but this time it was decently long already so maybe i was kinda expected to get booted out
but i didnt
even after standing there for a few seconds, i didnt wake up. So i figure i should walk around and find if there anything interesting
found some kids playing and walked over to talk with them
they started crying before i can even say anything 
even in a dream my brain refused to let me interact with people lmao
anyway, right after that, my “camera” just suddenly pointed toward an old woman sitting in some sort of wooden chair
she looked at me, signed, and said something along the lines of “you shouldnt be here” in full english, not my native languages
and then i woke up
wonderful, totally not scary at all
in which i may or may not have my memory tampered with
i just watched a video about scp 6448 this morning so maybe that was what cause this ( yes i got scared by weird-looking deers you have problems with that ? )
tl;dr ver of 6448: aliens fcked around with deers to do some research on humans
anyway, this is a relatively short one
first scene, i dont recognize where i was but for whatever reason i feel familiar to it. I walked to the left i think and then down a round stair, the weird thing is that there was a bunch of chairs locking the way, but since i can still walk over them i continue anyway
but the chair broke and i started falling down. Not rapidly tho, pretty slow actually. a woman’s voice can be heard asking… something, i cant remember clearly, it was some laughters, not in a mean way tho and more playfully, considering i didnt seem to be seriously injured maybe she thought the whole thing was pretty funny
and then it jumped to another scene, which was probably the first time this have happened for me
i think i was in a school since i and the people around me were in uniform. I walked around a bit before finding some more secluded spot to stand and watch over the school
and then, a guy with a bowl cut just approached me from behind
idk/ dont remember what he did or said or if he actually did anything at all
but i punched him
which is weird considering how much i dislike hurting people ( without a reason, anyway )
he caught it and said something like “oh cool, so what are you going to do next ?” before grabbing my head and slammed it against the concrete floor
and then it jumped to another, somewhat more comedic scene
it was fcking Sandal
bro was uploading a sht ton of drawings ( i didnt see any of them, they were still loading ( and uploading ) in real time, it’s like when you upload your own images ig ) while pinging Archomas and ask… am i real now…
okay damn i thought that was supposed to be him asking for artist role even though he has already got one in the dream but now it might meant something instead ( p/s: as i said, i wasnt aware i was in a dream, in fact i was most certain that all of this was real )
and then, it, glitched
like the “camera”, my vision just “glitched” into a bunch of static and such before a sentence appear and a voice can be heard reading it, i can remember it very clearly since it was so recent
“the memory have been transcripted”
well fck :D
anyway bye bye and if i dont post anything anymore you know what happened to me
all the words that were said in the dream were all in english, btw
in which i LEITHANIEN, GLORY TO HER NAME!!
in which i continue to run as i lay flat
running in the dark until i fell over, strangely enough even as my pov is on the ground like i was laying flat i can still see “myself” running forward, away from something. woke up without issue.
in which i got beheaded and gutted
a series of two dreams. the first one is hazy and i dont remember most of it but it starts with me in my kitchen when a woman in white dress and long black hair (imagine sadako from the ring) walks down the stairs toward me. idk what happens next but the dream ended with me beheaded and gutted, my head on a spike wrapped with my intestines. 2nd time started exactly like this but this time i grabbed a knife and cut my neck when she was still walking down the stair which cause me to wake up. fun
in which i descended down an infinite spiral
an dark building with white interior and pitch black outside, i dont recall seeing any visible light source but its a dream so ig it didnt matter, everything was still dark as shit tho. anyway for whatever the me of that dream descended down a flight of stair which got darker and darker. suddenly she stops cause she spots something in the darkness and squints her eyes and tries to make out wth was that. turn out it was the head of a woman with long black hair, her body concealed entirely by the darkness below and i was looking at the back of her head. she suddenly turns around and i woke up with sleep paralysis, heightened heart rate and an intense sense of dread and a feeling of being watched. anyway, keep this woman in mind cause shes gonna be important lmao
in which i was a prisoner in my own body
a relatively short one, the sky was dark and stormy, and “i” was driving… except i couldnt… control myself at all? i could see ahead yes, but i cant turn my head, cant brake cant turn cant speed cant do anything at all, basically a prisoner in my own body quite literally. nothing came of it tho cause i just woke up without any problem (might have sleep paralysis and heightened heart rate, but those are so common i kinda forgetting whats what)
in which a dream quickly turns into nightmare
a pretty simple one actually, my most recent one and memorable bcs its the first time my bestie has appeared in my dream. first is a nightmare, it was at my first childhood home (i moved around several times when i was a kid). its an average sized one with one upper floor that have two rooms, one on each side of the stairs, the left (or maybe right idrr) one being my bedroom
fun fact to spice this up a bit bcs as i said these ones are pretty simple: i like fucking around and find out and there was this one time i played with some razor blades i found somewhere when i was idk probably less than 8 or 7 and ended up cutting my finger (probably an index), funnily enough i didnt cry or anything, i do remember it being painful and blood dropping from my finger tip but i just didnt feel the need to cry or whatever reason. anyway, like any other sensible kids would do, i proceed to draw on the walls using my blood (contradict to what you may think, no i did not draw any creepy shits, im pretty sure its a house me and my parents lol) and also just kinda swirl my finger around in the water of the pot in the bathroom and watch my blood dilute away. it wasnt until my dad came home that i started bawling my eyes out lol, probably bcs i know i was gonna get my ass whooped rather than due to pain, though
anyway, back to the dreams
its been a while actually, this nightmare, so i barely remember anything, but i do remember that it was at late night and that my bestie somehow climbed to the window of my room and tell me to go play with her. which is sus as fuck 1. i moved away from that home when i was like 7 or 8, i and i didnt meet my bestie until secondary school or so, and she didnt live anywhere near my house either, not within distance probably for a child (in the dream im pretty sure we were at our 13~15 selves cuz the outfit she was wearing is the one in the picture i took when we was around that age) to travel and 2. theres no way she of all people could have climbed up there (outside the windows there like this idk, platform thingy, for whatever reason, its big enough for a person to lie on, she was standing on that so its not like she was floating or some shyte but its definitely shouldnt be possible cuz last time i checked she didnt take any gymnastic or climbing class)… anywayyyyyyy its my bestie, obviously i went out without a second thought 
(i would not survive mimics and shits dawg) and we pretty much just walked around the neighborhood and talked, probably like what i used to do with my childhood friends, until we walk into some alleyway and poof, the lights went out before some big ass skeletal monster with long black hair and no legs and instead walks using its own overgrown numerous ribcages creep out of a corner and try to catch us with its skeletal arms, i dont remember what happens next exactly but i think i might have gotten caught first bcs i was running behind her which led me to waking up.
yep, its a pretty simple one tbh
in which a delayed nightmare caught up to me
in which i watched a 2010s supernatural horror shonen anime
okay this one is actually pretty cool, im not surre if its from an old anime i watched and forgot or smt but probably not cuz i should remember smt like that
anyway anyway! so this time i follow the prespective of a girl, a student specifically, im not sure what grade but im guessing middle ~high school ish (im prtty sure its japan-based and not my country cuz the uniform they were wearing looks closer to the ones in anime lol)
the girl newly transfered there i think and kinda a loner and a nerd and she wear glasses (will be mildly important later) so the thing went on as they study as such nothing unusual until suddenly she blinks and when she opens her eyes everyone was gone (the school looks kinda dilapidated too i think?)
when she steps outside the classroom to ask if anyone’s around and shit she suddenly hear like an announcement of sort, and 3 human-sized dolls/mannequins/scarecrows/idk with creepy face and bladed limbs (yk the ones from silent hills f? yea those but they got bob cut (i think? might have varied hairstyle but i remember it was black. also everyone so far looks like irl japanese btw, black hair and all that, so nothing unusual at all) and painted face. it looks like one of those creepy/haunted japanese doll face thing i watch sometimes but idk the name) that turn their head at her
like this but with bladed limbs (i think they got some like that in the game but i couldnt find them for now)
anyway anyway ! the announcement says what they are but its hazy and i dont remember th efull stuffs, but the gist is that 1. they are fast and (something something i dont remember) and they (preferred to the girl here, the reason they is used will be seen later) need to deal with them for the next 3 minutes or smt before it stops
the mannequins s then rush at the girl with high speed (kinda like the the all-around helper from lobcopr)
like that, and the girl like, dealt with it surprisingly fine? like she aint secretly an extremely powerful combatant type of thing but she didnt panic or anything and managed to dodge the first rush and went like okay i need to keep them in my vision range and such so i dont get ambushed cuz i aint dodging them if i cant see them coming and keep doing that but because she kept her eyes on them she couldnt see shits behind her back so she eventually dash into a classroom’s door (she was like, in a shcool hallway. it was pretty damn large tbh, and the classrooms are on each side) and fell over
before she could get up or smt a dude (student, may or may not be the same age as her idk, but he wears uniform and is a student of that school) rush toward to close and lock the doors (ig he forgot to do that initially?) and the girl, now, decided to actually start panic and was about to scream but he put his hand over her mouth and told her to keep quiet or they’ll know they’re here (im not sure if hes referring to the mannequins or smt else. im not sure if she was in the mannequin views when she fell into the classroom, either, so maybe they did lost track of her?)
and she didnt scream instead she just striaght up puked (on his hand, yes) and passed the fuck out. ig the stress/panic caught up to her then or something
anyway idk what happens next exactly but the next scene was her at her hope, i think she was about to change clothes but when she looks into her reflection in the mirror, she notices smt strange and took her glasses off, realizing she doesnt need it anymore to see well, and the scene ends there
the next one is of the day afterward, all students, or at least of the class she was in and maybe of the boy’s too cuz they were seperated into two groups facing each others with the boy and the girl from yesterday standing separatedly and next to each other instead (also remember when i empathaized how everyone looks normal like irl japanese with blakc hair and such from earlier? yea suddenly theres a girl with long red (like actual red, not the natural kind) hair (she also got tanned skin iirc? at least noticeably darker than the rest. i think she also looks somewhat more muscular and has a deliquent vibes), and theres also a girl(?) with deer/horse head?? actually might be an anthro horse/deer girl but im not sure tbh, cuz her skin was same as her head and brown (like a horse/deer’s kind of brown, not a human’s. im not sure if she got fur tho?) all the way to her neck to where the clothes obscure the rest. it might be normal to that world tho cuz no one freaked out or even paying them special attention), while a buffed dude (might be the gym teacher? i think it was the gym teacher idk. also he got blond hair and looks like those steretupical american soldier dude you see in cartoons, and like, unrealistically buffed) walk in front of them (aka between the groups) and talked about how yesterday the one responsible for dealing with (i couldnt remember what he was saying here but its referring too the stuffs happened to the girl and the boy yesterday) failed and “things went out of control”, but they manage to “dealt with it” but not before 14 students were “banned” (i distinctively remember he used this word, but im not sure why, the info wasnt beamed to my head like usual) and some other consequences i dont remember, before standing in front of the boy and girl from yesterday, and said either of them need to be punished and get “banned, at least in name, still be allowed to wear uniform and be a student of this school, but (i dont remember what he was saying here)”
and he said all that to another teacher, which was a 30-something dude (this guy looks like a real person i think im not sure, but he wasnt remarkable in a appearance enough for me to rememeber so probably), im not sure if he’s the principle or just either class’ homeroom teacher, but i dont remember there being another teacher there so either A. it was just one class and i remembered wrong and he’s the homeroom teacher or B. he’s the principle or C. hes something else entirely idk, but since the gym teacher deferred to him he probably a school staff members and potentially of either higher rank/authority than the gym teacher, or just have authority over the students
the girl hearing that was about to protest because they still havent told her what the hell was all that about and why she and the other dude is being punished because of it but the dude nudge her arm and told her to keep quiet before telling the teachers he’ll take the responsibility, and the dream ends there
