What helps me often is not just removing distractions, but promising yourself to reward yourself if you do well. It becomes pavlovian, enjoying the work because that means you do something well.
peasants… my body naturally wakes up at 2am. two steps ahead… I am always, two steps ahead.
I’m much worse
I’ll have 5 alarms for 9 am, I’ll wake up to turn them all off then stay in bed till 12, and that’s after 8 hours of sleep
i’m able to wake up at 5 solely because i know if i don’t i’ll be late as fuck
I think I just have a rhythm given that this boarding school of mine has an alarm
this is very you coded. Meanwhile my body yearns to be held and told I’m worth something so sometimes under a haze of tears at 2am, I wake up for a moment and arrange my pillows and blankets like someone is holding me like I actually matter.
So on those mornings its difficult because its nice to dream for a second.
…I need to go back to therapy…
at the very least you make people happy, if you struggle to affirm yourself you can at least identify the positive impact you’ve had on others
Have you considered your wife
We’ve not been able to talk since we’re both sick my throat feels like I swallowed razorblades and she can’t get up from extreme stomach pain. But she is on the mend (as far as I know)
How do I deal with having consumed a piece of media good enough that it makes me cease functioning whenever i think about it (totally not talking about oneshot probably) (I played it like 8 months ago help)
This is actually something I don’t have the solution for because Arcane.
genuinely, I’m at a loss.
one of us! one of us!
This was me for about a year after Undertale.
Rest easy knowing you did not have the misfortune of knowing me during that time.
accept that it’s happened and that life has to move on
he got cut off mid sentence the Niko mafia got him
the more you return to it, the more time Niko has to spend away from their family
if i was that attached to the game that would have been an emotional ow, i can feel that
no i refuse to reset from playing as twm
Ok i just learned aboutt this and listened to it what is wrong with you