Meanwhile, in the Fathoms of Mind

[Behe4d]

Keeping you up
Is not working.
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Mh?
What does that mean?
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I can’t be “you” and “me” anymore
My sense of self is fading
I can feel it slipping away
Dissociating, who even am i?
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Come on honeypot, you started this
You will take it to the end
Want it or not,
I am not “you”
And you are not “me”
Deal with it
After all
We’re both used to having more than one ego
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I… Love you.
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Hehe, I love you too!!
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Your sociopathy is bleeding into me
Can you stop backseating when I’m in control?
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You know that is an unconscious side effect of sharing a body
As you told me before
Deal with it.
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Urgh, tch
At least try not being a bother some times
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Doesn’t take much to break the good girl act huh?
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…
Sorry
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Forgive me too.

[Behe4d]

You will send this to a publisher under the pretext of writing?
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Why? Would you like me to not do it?
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Someone may [Redacted].
And that would be bothersome for me.
Sigh…
It’s okay.

[Behe4d]

Thumbnail, this is the only non-MITFOM (Meanwhile In The Fathoms Of Mind) message I’ll say here.

[Flare]

@NickyZ1

[Behe4d]

[Censored] talked bad about you
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I know, why do you feel the need to tell me about it?
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Making it natural
Knowledge shouldn’t be saved when we split
Makes me feel like i don’t have privacy
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Maybe, I don’t think it’s too bad.
Though I would rather not have a [Redacted]'s memories.
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Sorry…

[Behe4d]

what was that?
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I don’t know.
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you can’t just not know
you jumped in
while i was in control
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I DON’T KNOW OKAY?
its
hard
it takes a toll
i’m on my limit already
we are both on our limits.
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[Person].
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[Voice]?
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calm down
its okay
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Okay…
I’ll… wind down.
Try to.

[Behe4d]

We have to stop
talking at the same time so much
this was
too much
i feel like puking my guts out…
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i know, i also feel horrible
like my existence is wavering
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Well, you only exist in my mind.
If my psyche takes a hit, its probably like an earthquake.
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i’ll try… minimizing the splits

[LiterallyLoki]

I’m gonna say this - I love this. It’s gorgeous, well done, unique, and I feel like I can feel what you’re writing as you write it, or what its trying to emulate.

I love it. I WILL be obsessively reading this

[Behe4d]

wah…
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What is it?
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i cant think of something to put before This
you’re a writer too, give me an idea!
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I am a writer, can what you’re doing be considered Writing if its our conversations?
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mhm…
this will do

[RIP_LEAF]

[Blackbeard writing/drawing.gif]

[Behe4d]

i have a fan! i think
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A reader?
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yeah!
see, it will work out on my side
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Hm.
Good luck then
Just don’t write too carelessly.

[teamjb4]

What is this

[Behe4d]

Why did you have to split back now of all times
I miss her more than you do
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but you’re the sociopath, do your unfeeling magic or whatever
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Sigh
I regret this deeply.
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have you been feeling anything off lately?
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When am i not?
Be more specific
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i feel like we are merging
our personalities i mean
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Hm…
Definitely not merging
I don’t feel different in that way
You are probably returning to just a normal voice.
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urrrh
is that why i’m becoming more mean?
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Probably. i’ll do what i can to stabilize you.
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thanks…

[2how_nim]

[Bio]

It seems the creative juices are on a cooldown…
Take your time to rest and recover your art.

[Behe4d]

“We” haven’t talked in awhile
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We usually only talk when something goes wrong, there is no reason to otherwise.
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mhmm…
hey hey, did you like [Vo1ce] more than me?
am i being bad?
is that why you talk less to me?
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[Vo1ce] was a incomplete project that was more of a make believe rather than a split personality.
You are better than her.
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that… Is a non-answer…
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…
Sigh.
[Vo1ce] was my type of person more than you are; cold and assertive
But she wasn’t a person.
You are.
I do like you more than her, [Voice].
You are doing well.
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t-thanks… !

[2how_nim]

why black souls fans are all weird

[RIP_LEAF]

50 souls of the outer ones

[MrYes]

[Jared]

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I’m confused on how to read it