oh yeah
i am also not ending myself to see the end of one piece
it’ll be a damn fucking shame to not see the end of a half century long journey
been throught it for 2 years so far, 14 rn and im getting treatment finally in a few weeks.
æ pog for treatment. i literally told my parents about my shit a month ago and i’m almost 17
Momma didnt raise no pussy
you’ll get there soon some ppl like me had to wait a few more years because the services in the UK are a bit slow but they help.
too lazy to do that lol
also i dont have a reason to do it that doesnt involve me so it would be selfish of me to do it
The only LOOSE STRING i have is going to hell. I have been on the verge of doing it for almost 3 years now. Idk why I haven’t done it yet tbh.
This is coming from someone who has attempted it 17 times in the last year.
mine too
I’m Christian and there’s a lot of things I still don’t believe in. Personally, God is an omnipotent force/energy, and has NEVER had a physical form. Same with his opposite.
I don’t like talking about these things.
Weird thing to ask in a roblox game forum
Family, friends, loved ones, looking forward to my future, wanting to try things out
good guy fang, keep at it!
I enjoy the thought of growing, be it in power, speed, intelligence or see something I’ve made become successful or widely noticed. Despite the bad that may come with it I keep on pushing since I personally find it useless doubting and crying about it instead of working on what I can do.
On a serious note, the chains of society.
Because my doggos would miss me when I die
all the little things i’d lose, i love watching the rain slide down my window or listening to the breeze play with my hair when i’m in the trees. watching chipmunks play, birds fly around singing, whatever.
I love things that touch you without physically touching you, that’s part of why i fell in love with music in the first place. I observe a lot, and I always find that they can’t step back to appreciate all the little things that make life actually worth living, at least for me.
that and I have hopes and dreams to pursue, and I promised myself i’d never stop
- i’m not depressed
- i don’t even fucking know where you go when you die or how it feels. why would i take my chances when it’s more than likely i’ll just be stuck in a sea of nothingness for all eternity?
- general fear of dying
I’ve had many episodes last year where i was on a pretty bad vibe, dealing with a mental illness,
I thought about it a lot , but in the end i wouldnt actually do it, what kept me from ending it, was literally strong will a great therapist and real talk with friends.
back on topic
generally i see it (life) as
if you’re dead, you dont exist
no afterlife
no nothing
you dont get to sleep
you dont think
people often wonder what their friends and family will think when they die
we never consider the fact that we’ll never see the reality of that scenario
Under review, i knew this would happen