Real talk for a moment. What’s keeping you from ending it

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if this gets derailed again i’m gonna send everyone here to the same place @Morden is

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Please no I don’t wanna go to brazil I just said I had high self esteem :frcryin:

Anyways again while I have high self esteem I think that my fear of nothingness and fear of the unknown drives me away from death

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my little brother

It’s getting harder to keep going

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Me not having the balls to do it lol

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hmm… When you really think about it…

Nothing.

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i mean i’m not suicidal at all or have ever been, but if i were i guess it would be cause of the little things in life i still want to try to accomplish
i want to try to prove to my family that i’m more than what both me and them think i am
there’s music i’ve yet to hear and already heard that i want to listen to forever
art i want to make
things i want to write about
above two included with other ways i want to express myself with
games i want to play
food i want to try eating and making
the sound of rain as it steadily pounds on window panes, the warmth i can make myself feel when i stay inside on colder days
the people i want to try old and new things with, so i can have their imprint in my memory
the conversations i could have, the things i’ve yet to tell others
and finally the realization that in a few years i can truly express myself as who i really am, instead of dodging questions about my identity and letting others push me around; i can eventually reach a point where i’m truly who i feel i am inside and the idea that i may one day have that confidence is what’s been ultimately pushing me forward these past few months

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my nintendo switch

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I hope for everyone in this thread finds comfort and happiness everyday-

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You too!

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Is there food down below?

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I am closing this topic as it is rule breaking. This is not the kind of talk you should be doing on the forum. It’s a healthy thing to talk about, if you take it seriously! So big respect for those that shared actual thoughts they had :+1:

If you take this as a joke then you probably have some issues :eyes:

For those who seriously need to talk about this, go to this website (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org), here you can get the help you possibly need!

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