update: looks safe, so here it goes…
i wanted animation when i was like 11-12, because i wanted to make my own stories and be able to draw them. didn’t work out because other dreams took priority.
around the same time i was thinking of becoming a gaming/animation youtuber. i remember asking someone whether i should go down the youtuber path or game dev, and they said the latter. game dev is still my current dream path.
when i was like 5-9 i remember i wanted to be a fighter (didn’t know if military or ufc mma) because i had some violent fantasies of beating up people that annoy me. i didn’t go down that path because i hate exercise. now that i look back, i’m so glad because i was cursed with this objectively inferior shitty body and would’ve never made it to the top.