Bubblegum Flavor
Sometimes I think that the people I love deserve someone better than me
I love my parents and my sister to the ends of the solar system but I think I’m not good enough for them
I don’t fit in my own household in many ways.
My dad’s an oldest child
My mom’s an oldest child
My sister’s an oldest child
I’m a youngest.
Everyone in my family are incredibly smart and I’m scraping by
I still have to go to therapy for how bad my anxiety is, it’s comparable to that of a hamster’s.
All this emotional baggage I bring with me
My procrastination
They’ve never said anything but sometimes I think they’d be happier with someone else as a family member instead of me